The next day, Carl announced to
Sung that he would have to postpone taking his comprehensive exams until the
following spring.
"But I already make one delay
already," objected Sung.
"I'm sorry, but I can't have
you taking the comprehensives as poorly prepared as I'm afraid you are. We'll
get together and go over background material for a few hours every week until
I feel you're in control of it." Carl thought he was doing Sung a real favor by mentoring him in the only fashion he knew how, by helping him to think and understand as a true scientist.
Sung had already postponed taking
his comprehensives once, because Carl insisted that he take an English course and
an additional methodology course before standing for such a demanding examination.
The retraining began once more in
earnest, that first Tuesday afternoon. Carl began, slowly and patiently, trying
to lead Sung to understand for himself the processes of logic: the differences
between induction and deduction and the types of traps and fallacies inherent
in each. He tried to teach Sung to see
that it was important to ask "Why?" of everything, that there were no final answers, only answers
that led to new questions.
And above all, Carl urged Sung to
question published orthodoxy. This was the most difficult task of all, since
Sung clung stubbornly, almost fanatically, to belief in the authority of the
printed word--not only the truth of the data, but also the validity of
interpretations drawn from them.
In order to make Sung more at ease
in the question-answer period, Carl initially asked questions centering around
assigned topics. As the sessions progressed, Carl deviated from the topic at
hand in an effort to force Sung's mind to range more broadly, to synthesize
information from several subjects into a coherent whole, to approach a given
question from more than one perspective.
Throughout this protracted process,
Sung became increasingly demoralized. The year before this, his wife, Kai-Hi,
had come over from Korea after nearly two years of separation, because they had
thought he would be finished in another year—or two at the most. Now the task
seemed endless. Sung had taught high school for six years in Korea before coming to the U.S.; he and his
wife had postponed having children so that Sung could obtain the prestigious
Ph.D. degree from an American university. The money that they saved so
carefully and painfully during those years was gone, and Sung's wife had taken
a job as a waitress in Philadelphia 's Chinatown . Everything in America was so expensive that
Sung's brother-in-law had also recently come to Philadelphia to provide another
family wage and was working as a cook in the same restaurant as Kai-Hi
. That made two others whose lives
were intertwined with his, here, in this indifferent country among
incomprehensible people, three whose visas were temporary and for whom there
was not enough money for passage back to Korea.
The dream of a prestigious American degree was becoming a frightening
nightmare.
The next installment is here.
The next installment is here.
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